Music by Joshua Theriot

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

You're afraid to let me in
That twisted mind of yours
You're afraid you'll be the one
To end up on all fours
Don't be afraid, I promise
This won't hurt at all

And all the thoughts you're hiding from me
And all the things you won't talk about
And all your lies are wasted on me
You shut your mouth and close me out

Open up, it's the only way
To chase away your ghosts
Hide your shame, I see it anyway
But thats just how it goes
Don't be afraid to be yourself
This won't hurt at all

And all the thoughts you're hiding from me
And all the things you won't talk about
And all your lies are wasted on me
You shut your mouth and close me out

And all my time you've taken from me
And all the things we can't talk about
And all your lies you gave them to me
You shut your mouth and throw me out

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

Take my words and chain them to a moment
Take my heart and throw it on the floor
Languishing, been waiting here forever
Call my name, I'll walk right out the door

And I'll just take my number
Sit and wait my turn
I'm waiting for your answer
When will I ever learn

I'm waiting for you to call my name
Enamored emotions twist my game
Fantastically skewed, you're still the same

Take my mind, you think that it's your own
Watch me go, what I don't know I'll fake
Take a look, you're more lost than you think
Take a seat, think over your mistakes

And now I've got your number
Now sit and wait your turn
I'm through with giving answers
When will you ever learn

I'm waiting for you to call my name
Enamored emotions twist my game
Fantastically skewed you're still the same

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

Standing here
Alone inside your bedroom
You push me back and tie me down

Asked a question but
There's no sound
And all I love is underground

Don't know why
I hate it so (I just don't know)
Much of anything these days

Moonlight song plays
On radio waves
Your static heart just never stays

Can't make you look like me
Can't make you smart like me
And that'ss just fine with me
Can't make you be what I want you to be

Seeping through
The Love Sounds from your bedroom
I need you more than I can say

And I can say
A whole lot of nothing
No words this time, can make you stay

Can't make you look like me
Can't make you smart like me
And that's just fine with me
Can't make you be what I want you to be

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

Hey girl, I can see you
For the right price I will be you
Today girl you're a punk rock tart
But if a checkbook talks
You're the state of the art

You sold your soul to be in the spotlight
You sold your soul to be on a scene
You sold your soul to me and it's not right
You sold your soul and it's obscene

Hey girl, make believe you
With your bubblegum eyes and your see-through
Today girl you're the talk of the town
But when the next year comes
you'll be lost in the sound

You sold your soul to be in the spotlight
You sold your soul to be on a scene
You sold your soul to me and it's not right
You sold your soul and it's obscene

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

I see it in your eyes
That look of sheer disgust with the world
And I know just what it's like
To be lying on a table going nowhere
Staring at a wall

And I just want to make things better
What I wouldn't give to see you smile

I put your lips to mine and everything becomes a joke
And all the dead people smile as they watch us getting lost in a moment
I put your lips to mine and everything just seems to disappear
And all the dead people smile as they watch us getting lost in a dream

We meet up in the park just after dark
We laugh about the good times and kiss away the bad
You tell me all the things that you were never able
To tell the ghostly people haunting you at home

And I just want to make things better
What I wouldn't give to see you smile

I put your lips to mine and everything becomes a joke
And all the dead people smile as they watch us getting lost in a moment
I put your lips to mine and everything just seems to disappear
And all the dead people smile as they watch us getting lost in a dream

We're dead to everyone underneath the stars
We're dead to everything we sleep away the hours
Underneath the stars

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

She steps outside her tiny box
Doors made of glass with tiny locks
She dreams in monochrome now
Her own world in black and white

She takes her time in redefining me
I'm not convinced and neither is she
It takes so long to get inside of me
What can you see?

She ties me up and brings me flowers
Dead to her I sleep away the hours
In thin air coils we inhale
Two scents of rose

She takes her time in redefining me
I'm not convinced and neither is she
It takes so long to get inside of me
What can you see?
What can you see?

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

Rainy Sunday
There's a gray November in her eyes
Hopeful Monday
Just the kind that cannot tell you lies
Busy Backstreet
All alone she sits and dreams of you
In the backseat
It's the only place she feels renewed

With her toes curled
She writes down all the things she meant to say
In her own world
Caught up in the shame of yesterday

Lost for miles
Takes her thoughts and throws them all away
Rarely smiles
If I only knew I'd found a way

With her toes curled
She writes down all the things she meant to say
In her own world
Caught up in the shame of yesterday

Open your window and let her come into your heart

In a white sheet
Bowed in bed she cries herself to sleep
On a cold street
Out the window in a lonely heap

With her toes curled
She writes down all the things she meant to say
In her own world
Caught up in the shame of yesterday

Open your window and let her come into your heart

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

Looking to find my sense of pride
Looking to find my place to hide
Looking to find what's left when all that's left is you
Looking to find my point of view

Looking at one good reason to stay
Looking for three right words to say
Losing a game to win a love that's so passe'
Losing tomorrow like today

There's a color of you
In cerulean blue
Familiar voice in your ear
From the one you hold near
Never give what you get
Never know when to quit
Never love what you fear
Don't believe what you hear

Cerulean Blue
I held it high. I drew an eye
In my ears they weep, the walls they creep, I get no sleep
Cerulean Blue
I held it up, a paper cup
Sweet embrace, familiar face can't stand this place anymore

Stay out of my way just let me be
Stay out of my mind and let me sleep
Stay out of the kitchen now I've locked up all the knives
Stay out of your husband and daughter's lives

There's a color of you
In cerulean blue
Familiar voice in your ear
From the one you hold near
Never give what you get
Never know when to quit
Never love what you fear
Don't believe what you hear

Cerulean Blue
I held it high. I drew an eye
In my ears they weep, the walls they creep, I get no sleep
Cerulean Blue
I held it up, a paper cup
Sweet embrace, familiar face, can't stand this place anymore

Abby Listen to me now and do what I say
Listen to me now we're going away
I know just how you feel and sweetie, I feel the same
Just remember you're not the one to blame

Cerulean Blue
I held it high. I drew an eye
In my ears they weep, the walls they creep, I get no sleep
Cerulean Blue
I held it up, a paper cup
Tomorrow we'll leave this place without a trace
And get on with our lives

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

Winter after she had left us
I'd stand a darkened blur
Going through the relics from a
Life I shared with her
It wasn't long before I came to
Her antique dresser drawer
I fell upon a note inside it
From the year before

I can see that this may be the only chance
You will ever know
To guide your soul
Gently home
So cradle me in your arms
And whisper me one last song
As heaven falls

For a moment there was silence
I dare not take a breath
How could I have been so selfish
My wife embracing death
Summer after she had left us
Fell to a darkened blur
Gripping tight a razor blade as
I cried my last to her

I can see that this may be the only chance
You will ever know
To guid your lover's soul
Gently home
So cradle me in your arms
And whisper me one last song
As heaven falls

Words and Music by Kenneth Wilson and Joshua Theriot

You lost yourself
Lost amongst the nonsense you purvey
You waste your breath
Not like you would use it anyway
You sit and stare
No one cares to notice that you're there

So numb succumb to feel me beside you
Too numb to come to feel it inside you
Mother May I
Aligned, designed as something to guide you
Too blind to find a closet to hide you
Mother I will give it to you

No don't you dare (Don't you dare)
Just keep that optimism to yourself
Too unaware
To keep your contradictions on the shelf
So climb your stair
No one cares to notice that you're there

So numb succumb to feel me beside you
Too numb to come to feel it inside you
Mother May I
Aligned, designed as something to guide you
Too blind to find a closet to hide you
Mother I will give it to you